Just your normal Monday stuff... / by vanessa

So the reading on Saturday night went well, I guess. I was really nervous going into it, and by nervous I mean that I had a TOTAL meltdown on Saturday during writing class. (Which sent me into a bigger spiral because I hated that I couldn't pull it together.) I think it was a combination of being kinda spent from the week at work and not liking what I had written, but whatever, meltdown just the same. When I was trying to bail, Scarlett in her wisdom was all, "quit being so self-absorbed," (more or less). It's hard for me to back down from a good insult, so I read, and I'm glad I did. Still, even afterwards, I pretty much wanted to hide, but it's kinda hard to.


Facebook is amazing and I'm a pansy. Through like stalking my friend from high school's friend list, I found this girl that I used to make fun of when I was growing up. I was mean. (Sorry!) But I don't actually have the balls to send her an email and apologize. Instead I'll just post it here. Sorry. (But not sorry enough to say so in person.)